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Crow Blacker Than Ever – Ted Hughes 

When God, disgusted with man, 
Turned towards heaven. 
And man, disgusted with God, 
Turned towards Eve, 
Things looked like falling apart. 
But Crow . . Crow 
Crow nailed them together, 
Nailing Heaven and earth together –
So man cried, but with God’s voice. 
And God bled, but with man’s blood. 
Then heaven and earth creaked at the joint 
Which became gangrenous and stank – 
A horror beyond redemption. 
The agony did not diminish. 
Man could not be man nor God God. 
The agony 
Grew. 
Crow 
Grinned 
Crying: ‘This is my Creation,’ 
Flying the black flag of himself.


(This poem may seem odd to some. It is one of a few dozen
crow poems in Hughes’ entire book of crow poems, Crow.
Hughes had a very dark side. Just ask Sylvia Plath.)

 

Poetry

    The Shyness – Sharon Olds

    Then, when we were joined, I became
    completed, joyful, shyer. 
    I may have shone more, reflected
    more, and from deep inside there rose
    some glow passing steadily through me, but I was not
    small, in a raftered church, or in
    playing, now, I felt like someone
    a cathedral, the vaulted spaces of the body
    like a sacred woods.  I was quiet when my throat was not
    making those iron, orbital, earth,
    rusted, noises at the hinge of matter and
    whatever is not matter.  He takes me
    into the endings like another world at the
    center of this one, and then, if he begins to
    end when I am resting and I do not rejoin him yet
    then I feel awe, I almost feel
    fear, sometimes for a moment I feel
    I should not move, or make a sound, as
    if he is alone, now,
    howling in the wilderness,
    and yet I know we are in this place
    together.  I thought, now is the moment
    I could become more loving, and my hands moved shyly
    over him, secret as heaven
    and my mouth spoke, and in my beloved’s
    voice, by the bones of my head, the fields
    groaned, and then I joined him again,
    not shy, not bold, released, entering
    the true home, where the trees bend down along the
    ground and yet stand, then we lay together
    panting as if saved from some disaster, and for ceaseless
    instants, it came to pass what I have
    heard about, it came to me
    that I did not know I was separate
    from this man, I did not know I was lonely.

    Poetry

      A Quiet Life – Baron Wormser

      What a person desires in life
         is a properly boiled egg.
      This isn’t as easy as it seems.
      There must be gas and a stove,
         the gas requires pipelines, mastodon drills,
         banks that dispense the lozenge of capital.
      There must be a pot, the product of mines
         and furnaces and factories,
         of dim early mornings and night-owl shifts,
         of women in kerchiefs and men with
         sweat-soaked hair.
      Then water, the stuff of clouds and skies
         and God knows what causes it to happen.
      There seems always too much or too little
         of it and more pipelines, meters, pumping
         stations, towers, tanks.
      And salt-a miracle of the first order,
         the ace in any argument for God.
          Only God could have imagined from
         nothingness the pang of salt.
      Political peace too. It should be quiet
         when one eats an egg. No political hoodlums
         knocking down doors, no lieutenants who are
         ticked off at their scheming girlfriends and
         take it out on you, no dictators
         posing as tribunes.
      It should be quiet, so quiet you can hear
         the chicken, a creature usually mocked as a type
         of fool, a cluck chained to the chore of her body.
      Listen, she is there, pecking at a bit of grain
         that came from nowhere.

      Poetry

        A Wreath to the Fish – Nancy Willard

        Who is this fish, still wearing its wealth,
        flat on my drainboard, dead asleep,
        its suit of mail proof only against the stream?
        What is it to live in a stream,
        to dwell forever in a tunnel of cold,
        never to leave your shining birthsuit,
        never to spend your inheritance of thin coins?
        And who is the stream, who lolls all day
        in an unmade bed, living on nothing but weather,
        singing, a little mad in the head,
        opening her apron to shells, carcasses, crabs,
        eyeglasses, the lines of fisherman begging for
        news from the interior-oh, who are these lines
        that link a big sky to a small stream
        that go down for great things:
        the cold muscle of the trout,
        the shining scrawl of the eel in a difficult passage,
        hooked-but who is this hook, this cunning
        and faithful fanatic who will not let go
        but holds the false bait and the true worm alike
        and tears the fish, yet gives it up to the basket
        in which it will ride to the kitchen
        of someone important, perhaps the Pope
        who rejoices that his cook has found such a fish
        and blesses it and eats it and rises, saying,
        “Children, what is it to live in the stream,
        day after day, and come at last to the table,
        transfigured with spices and herbs,
        a little martyr, a little miracle;
        children, children, who is this fish?”


        Poetry

          Shivering in Majesty 

          1.
          I have earned and care for a small plot of land
          A small cottage
          A dog
          Sometimes a woman
          My son.

          2.
          My daughter has found a good man
          She has love, wisdom, and a daughter of her own
          If they keep loving one another
          They will be lucky
          That’s what the owl in my yard says

          3.
          In the yard are Tibetan prayer flags.
          Brought and hung by my sister. 
          When the breeze blows in off the bay
          The things I’ve wished for come to me
          The smell of the salted air
          Birds at the bird feeders
          A sense I belong
          That I do not consume more than my share
          Some seaweed, some flax seed
          Though I give back so little –
          Juice for the hummingbirds
          A house for bats
          My flesh to feed the worms and earth
          in a pauper’s grave
          by a sacred lake

          4.
          When the breeze goes out 
          it takes my hopes and wishes with it
          they ride over the Tibetan prayer flags
          and are made holy
          My wish for peace
          for relevance
          for the happiness and well being of others.
          my compassion washes over the banners
          carrying words I do not understand

          5.
          These words reach the bay
          where small fishes
          are being chased by bigger fishes
          chased by men 
          in boats with two hundred horse power engines
          towed to the beach in three hundred horse power cars
          to catch one poor fish
          to remind them of the hunt
          the cycle
          the natural order 
          of the big eating the small
          forgetting the grace of small nets

          6.
          And beyond the bay 
          Are the wars I finance
          Fueled with jealousy, envy, hunger,
          The wish for relevance,
          An inherent primate consciousness,
          And a sense of mission,
          A desire to be of use,
          to turn oxygen into carbon dioxide
          so that plants too may live 
          shivering in the majesty 
          of immense rolls of summer thunder
          stretching out to remind us
          of our tasks
          and our roots
          in the heavens.


          © BRTaub – 8/8

          POETRY

            She Has Loved 100 Men

            She asks
            How is it possible
            She has loved one hundred men
            And at their impaired age
            This is the best love making she’s known.
            He says it’s an illusion.


            She asks 
            Can he make her taller
            With blue eyes
            And unwrinkled skin
            And can he really unearth the dead
            But what she is really asking
            Is that he hold her
            And promise to never let go


            She says
            You are so solid
            And means the flesh she draws near
            And the man inside the flesh 
            With his flaws and foibles
            And a willingness to be weak 
            Standing in his power and strength.

            Then she says his name
            Speaks it into the ether
            In ways he’s never heard it spoken
            Radiating out into the universe
            Before she herself goes out
            Radiating who knows where
            Although before getting far
            She taps on the glass
            Peering in through the window
            And again mouths his name.

            ©brucetaub – 02/08 

            POETRY

              Cheerio Box Speaks of Love

              Cheerio box speaks of love and nutrition
              and makes the days I share with her happy,
              as well as providing a reduced risk of heart failure.
              She uses all three parts of her whole grains,
              a serving of nutrients,
              the strength of iron,
              all allotted in half cup servings.
              She is enlarged, whole, overflowing.
              contributing her non genetically modified ingredients
              into the very depths of my being;
              – though trace amounts of engineered materials
              may be slightly present –
              all a result of unavoidable cross contact
              with others, with sugars, 
              with omnipotent grains of corn.

              See how she makes my mornings
              with a positive start that brings forth my happiness,
              that invites me to consume her,
              and to love her back.
              Mi amor Integral.
              Sharing positive enhancements
              my Cheerio box explicitly tells me 
              that her freshness may be preserved
              and that the essence of her character
              ought be measured not by volume 
              but by weight,
              the truest measure of her contents.
              Enlarged to show her soluble fiber in detail
              any one patented serving
              contributes to my limited recommended daily diet.
              Best if used before her expiration date.
              She welcomes my questions and comments.

              POETRY

                The Love Letter of a Delerious Man

                I want you to know you exist as my animal mate and how truly savage that love is.  
                I want you to watch a video of the mating ritual of eagles and then dive out of the tallest tree with me.
                I want to roll in tree sap that never comes off and causes us to stick to one another 
                inseparably, the incipient amber fusing our skins and our bodies into one big gem.  
                I want to find you wet and make you wetter, to chew you and be chewed by you. 
                I want us to struggle as if we were taffy, to be molded, stretched, broken, rejoined.  
                I want to wring you out.  
                I want to suck the water that is in the towel you dry yourself with to sustain me in the desert.  
                I want you to know how much I adore you, and I want you to enjoy being so adored, from your brain to your toes.
                I want to make children with you, even if we chose not to, I want to honor that I want to.  
                I want to sit inside your mind and be visited by me there. 
                To lift you on my shoulders and twirl you around like a little girl laughing and fall down together with you, the world spinning in a jumble.  
                To protect you from everything, even me.  
                To shed my ambivalence, then my skin, then my flesh; then be the bones you build your house with.  
                To lay down with you, and rise up with you, and fly off with you, and sink to the bottom with you.
                I want to change the world with you.
                I want you to scream, “Enough, I cannot take any more, it is too intense.”  And I want you to mean it.  
                I want to be somewhere where no one knows us, or knows we are there; then I want to ask you to leave me, then I want to fall down on my knees and beg you not to.  
                I want to bury my head inside your flesh and cry.
                To separate your labia and lick them, first inside on the right, then the left, and then slowly and deeply down the middle, your fingernails, pressed hard into the flat of my back, moaning in sensual agony.  
                I want you to say whatever is inspired in you to say and know it is received by me as a symphony.  
                I want you to put my face in between your hands and squeeze me until I am your face, and then I want to squeeze you hard enough to get myself back.  
                I want you to tremble, verily tremble, before the mighty power of what we share, barely understanding.  
                Then I want you to see the fierce possessive eternity you are reflected in the teardrop you evoke.  
                Then just say, I love you, to me in your native tongue.  
                Then say my name. 
                Then put your head down on the pillow, complete, safe, eager to sleep, eager to be cuddled with, eager to rise again.
                Know that I give to you the best and only that I have.
                Know that I give to you until I can no longer rise up beside you, no longer rise up inside you.  
                May it warm you, and heal you, and bring you great joy.
                And may we wear it well together.  

                MISCELLANEOUS

                  Miscellaneous, different, other, etc.

                  Feel Mo – Michael Korson

                  Feel Mofor Mo Shooer on his 70th birthday – by Michael Korson, M.D.

                  Feel Mo
                  More of Mo, so much Mo, 
                  Hale-Bopp blazing over Yosemite mountains 
                  And that ballet of shooting stars over strawberrys. 
                  Mo words, a galaxy of words, 
                  Q’s and A’s,
                  Mo politics, Mo sports, 
                  Mo man on second one out and a single up to the middle. 
                  Mo jubilation,
                  Mo Super Bowls,
                  Mo sorrows and Mo tears,
                  Mo arms to comfort and hold. 
                  Mo belly full laughs, 
                  Mo broken rules,
                  Mo hopped fences, 
                  Mo ignoring signs, 
                  Mo towed vans at Candlestick Park.
                  Mo music, saxophone, Middle Eastern,
                  Mo Omar Sosa in MOMA, 
                  Mo plays and discussions and opinions and questions. 
                  (To be a Jew is to question. Mo told me.)


                  Mo tennis balls, lawn bowls, 
                  Regular bowels,
                  No Mo broken bones.
                  Mo families, everywhere, 
                  cousins, ex in-laws, friends’ families, friends’ friends, 
                  All one big family of Mo, 
                  Mo, Larry and Curly, 
                  Mo parties, Mo ecstasy, 
                  Mo hanging from monkey bars. 
                  Mo mentum … No you’re retired. Relax. 
                  Mo ney please. 
                  Mo dogs (Donovan added that.)
                  Mo hikes.
                  Mo lying on the grass. 
                  Mo clutter, Mo mo clutter! 
                  Mo of everything
                  Mo beautiful. 
                  Many Mo years, Mo.
                  Lots more Mo, Mo.

                  Poetry

                    Ja’ayus

                    These are the lands of my father
                    And his father before him
                    and his father.
                    That pile of rocks 
                    Has been in my family
                    And in my family’s sight 
                    Since they were pulled from the earth
                    By a blade 
                    drawn by oxen 
                    stronger than even my old tractor
                    to make a terrace
                    to plant this very tree
                    this one
                    Here,
                    touch it.
                    Meet my dead brother
                    Shot by the Israelis,
                    My wife who at sixty 
                    Stood 11 hours at a checkpoint
                    a good Muslim woman
                    forced to empty herself
                    on the open road
                    My sons who do not
                    Have permission to come onto my land.
                    Here, meet this land
                    The clay, the rocks,
                    Their fruits.
                    I saw father yesterday
                    Sweating in the olive grove 
                    Heard mother’s voice calling
                    Felt in my bones the insane yodel of my brother
                    Passed by grandfather’s grave
                    And grandmother’s
                    How is it possible
                    Others can claim this land, our land,
                    Take it at will
                    Harvest and sell our olives?
                    Is this not illegal?
                    A crime of aggression?
                    A theft?
                    To whom may I appeal
                    When all have forsaken me?
                    You there, here, touch this earth.

                    POEMS FOR PALESTINE

                      Israel and Palestine borders…